Sometimes, I hate to meet my old friend,especially the female.....

I really hate someone that forgotten their friend easily.....
I already did that, and it's because I didn't mean to....

But I can't believe that my friend didn't want to recognize me, and she did it with eyes open....
She even remove me from her friend list on facebook, how you feel about that if you're me????

GET LOST YOU B*TCH, YOU'RE JUST A POPULAR FEMALE THAT NEVER RESPECT THE OTHER.....
NOW I REALIZE, I SHOULDN'T GET TOO CLOSE WITH YOU. JUST LIKE MY PARENTS SAID....
YOU'RE A B*TCH FROM A BAD FAMILY......

GET LOST....

Another Denied Journey.....

I suppose to return to my hometown today, but still,it's canceled....

Because of my sister is going married, today her boyfriend's parent come to my house, and because of that, my dad must cancel the trip....

DAMN.....!!!!

YAY...........

Great thing happens to me today...

Guess what, I pass my exam......
hahaha.......

I was very afraid that I didn't pass,but I did....


My cold sweat makes me very scared,but now I feel free......



SENIOR YEAR, HERE I COME......

THANK YOU GOD.....

I'm So Bored....

I got nothing to do during this holiday....
I wish that 19th June came soon, because after that I'll return to my hometown.....

But I remember, that I don't know if I pass my grade and went to senior year....


GOD, please speed up the time until 19th June....
And please make me pass my middle year, so I can go to senior year and make my parents proud......

AMEN......

The Best Performance of Last Crew........

I'm so proud of Last Crew...
you guys did a good job today(well,Tommy did fall down, but it doesn't matter...)

What you guys did today are going to bring us to the next step of Last popularity.....


Thank you to Asraf for helping us earlier...
Last... Keep up the good work.....

=)

FREEDOM.....But Still........

My exam is finish...
THANKS GOD, I HAVE MET MY FREEDOM.....

But still, something is bothering me....

The exam is pass, but I still can't calm...
I must know my grade,so I can glad.....


I wish I pass.....

GOD,PLEASE HELP ME TO PASS MY MIDDLE YEAR.....
AMEN.....

The Final Choice In My Life......

I am desperate and confuse....

I don't know how my life would going, and now I'm really in front of "The Path Of My Life"...

The first path is, if I pass my exam and I'm accepted in senior high school, I will continue my school until college...

The other path is, if I didn't pass my exam, I want to continue my life as an engineer... I don't want to continue my school anymore....


Well,my path will be shown in 19th of June 2010....
GOD, I surrender in Your hand....

I wish I can pass, but if not, it's okay...
AMEN...

This Was Just My Cover......

I always smile to anybody, show my happy face, make a lots of humor and act like a kids....
But it's actually my fake identity...

The real person of me, even no one like my true identity....

At school,maybe I'm a happy person, living without any problem in my life....

Actually, I did have a lot of problems..... Even more than you guys did.....

Mostly, my problem is with my friends.....
At school,they think I've no grudge to them, but actually, I keep that in my heart....

I unload my emotion and grudge by doing some activity like training my martial arts, do some physical exercise, and something else using huge amount of power.... That's what make me seems different at school.....

Well, like people always say, "Even how great you manage your emotion, sometimes it can exploded by itself..."

And I did....I already unload BIG amount of emotion during last week and until now, and it's because of my teacher......


They really make me feel.....
GRRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAHH......!!!!!

I wish that I didn't met them anymore when I graduate....
And I wish I can pass my exam without any problems...
or else.....


GOD, please help me....
='(