"H" is going to Bandung this Thursday....
I don't know when, but sure he will go....
He is returning to Medan when the prom night, and have a last dance with his lover....
Well,sure I will miss him as my best pal, I have already spare some good time with him....
See you dude, I still have your debt, and I want to collect it when you come back next year.....
Peace and may GOD bless you always...
Senin, 31 Mei 2010
Minggu, 30 Mei 2010
I cry out loud and I find my way out.....
It has been a long time since the day I have a big argue with my family, I was thinking, who am I? who is my parents? where is my family? why I am different with my family?
I was screaming, pray to GOD, and I did cry very badly....
Since then, I was try to end my life, so this situation won't happen again.
But then, I talking and text messages to one of my friend, and I ask her about myself.
She tells me everything about myself, and then she gave me advices.
It's happen last night, and since that day, I found my own way out through the "Land of Sadness"
A place where I stay for a very long time......
W, thank you so much for your advices and help.....
You're the angel that GOD send to me.....
And to GOD, thank you for listening to me, I know you're going to mad at me, but I wish that you want to forgive me.....
Forgive me because of my sins, forgive me because I mad at you, and forgive me because I don't trust in you.
THANK YOU GOD.....
=)
I was screaming, pray to GOD, and I did cry very badly....
Since then, I was try to end my life, so this situation won't happen again.
But then, I talking and text messages to one of my friend, and I ask her about myself.
She tells me everything about myself, and then she gave me advices.
It's happen last night, and since that day, I found my own way out through the "Land of Sadness"
A place where I stay for a very long time......
W, thank you so much for your advices and help.....
You're the angel that GOD send to me.....
And to GOD, thank you for listening to me, I know you're going to mad at me, but I wish that you want to forgive me.....
Forgive me because of my sins, forgive me because I mad at you, and forgive me because I don't trust in you.
THANK YOU GOD.....
=)
Sabtu, 01 Mei 2010
I'm Sick With My Family........
What the f*ck is going on....
My life is ruin and I'm totally in big mess......
Thanks to my "know everything" family because they already make me bad in peoples eyes.....
Today, I realize that they even only can complain about all I'm doing...
They don't even know that I'm already tired with them......
Everything that pass my ears only "bla bla bla bla bla bla bla" and "bla"....
What the f*cking sh*t they thinking.....
Today, since they said that I only can spending money, I've decided to looking for a job....
I'll show to their ass that I'm not only can spending money, but I also can earn it by my own sweat.....!!!
My life is ruin and I'm totally in big mess......
Thanks to my "know everything" family because they already make me bad in peoples eyes.....
Today, I realize that they even only can complain about all I'm doing...
They don't even know that I'm already tired with them......
Everything that pass my ears only "bla bla bla bla bla bla bla" and "bla"....
What the f*cking sh*t they thinking.....
Today, since they said that I only can spending money, I've decided to looking for a job....
I'll show to their ass that I'm not only can spending money, but I also can earn it by my own sweat.....!!!
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