GOD... I'm Confuse.....HELP.........!!!!

Honestly.....I'm really - really confuse with my life.......
Everything I've done never get better, only the worst thing I've seen now.....

Let's see on my talent,
1. Singing....
when I'm singing, everybody said that my voice is worst. they advice me too play music only....
2. Playing Music....
When I play music, people only say "not bad" and the else, a lots of bad comments.....
3. Self Defense....
When I'm in Secondary 1, I have learn some self defense moves. But my parents said, I better leave it because not good for me....
4. Army Squad / Police Officer....
I was great in accuracy. When I told my family about what I'm joining in, all of them didn't agree.....
5. Gamer....
I'm great in game, but none of my family member let me to play game anymore. They don't want me to play until don't know time....
6. Dance....
Something that can express my feeling. But still, none of my family member like it.....
7. Engineering....
Family member agree with it, but the problem is, am I have any talent in it???



GUYS, I NEED YOUR HELP NOW....
WHICH ONE SHOULD I CHOOSE????