I cry out loud and I find my way out.....

It has been a long time since the day I have a big argue with my family, I was thinking, who am I? who is my parents? where is my family? why I am different with my family?

I was screaming, pray to GOD, and I did cry very badly....

Since then, I was try to end my life, so this situation won't happen again.

But then, I talking and text messages to one of my friend, and I ask her about myself.
She tells me everything about myself, and then she gave me advices.

It's happen last night, and since that day, I found my own way out through the "Land of Sadness"
A place where I stay for a very long time......

W, thank you so much for your advices and help.....
You're the angel that GOD send to me.....

And to GOD, thank you for listening to me, I know you're going to mad at me, but I wish that you want to forgive me.....
Forgive me because of my sins, forgive me because I mad at you, and forgive me because I don't trust in you.
THANK YOU GOD.....
=)