The First Time "I HATE MYSELF"...!!!

I really want to end my life since yesterday...
I wish that I never be born in this world because I only make people mad....

I'm just wishing to GOD to tell me the truth about my life...

Why should I be born? What is my duty in this world? What must I do?
PLEASE ANSWER ME GOD...

WHY YOU NEVER ANSWER MY QUESTION???